years of standing solid, carrying the weight, Back when your health was failing, I was there to clear the plate. No hesitation in my steps, I put my shield right down, fortified with protection locked down the foundation for the family on this Melton ground. Now the curtain wall is up, I’m sleeping in the back, And the logic that I live by is spinning off the track. You tell me that we're separated, played cold games, broke my heart when you hung the curtain and left me in the dark No consideration for the years, or how I feel inside, Just late-night text alerts while I’m trying to keep my pride. You say I lack capacity, you write it in a text, While I'm pulling twelve-hour removal shifts, wondering what’s next. And I ain't signing blank lines, I ain't playing the game, I’m just holding down my boundaries and the value of my name. No warfare in my tone, I keep the volume low, But the silence doesn't mean that I don't feel the undertow. Protect the kids, You know what you did me but the truth you won't accept so I keep the vision clear, A self-respecting man standing solid through the year. Now the notification pops in the AM to bait a fight: "Gathering a no, don't worry," bleeding through the phone light. But a man with boundaries doesn't rush to feed the flame, I don't need your validation just to recognize my claim. you say you want a lead, so i switched on now you hesitate and point fingers separate and use psychological words to validate but your actions dont demostrate i hope you made the right choice, ive keep it civil because the girls live here bite my tongue not gonna react your hot and cold demina messes with my mind you ask me to leave when I have no where to go all this because I wasn't there when you woke up and called I went fishing all the time, the only place I could the mask off and breathe be strong be weak any feeling that I needed to release...... you weren't there for me when I told I felt broken and couldn't break free break free to become the old confident me you just left me stranded falling far into my mind where the madness consumed my every thought every time you threw me to the gutter to break my stride because I'm not the physical abusive kind never once not me not I you said I played the mental side to fuck with your mind........ the three solid hits that threw at me sit back and let me remind you of these 11 years on a 1 month review....me not you taking the keys... knowing I couldn't get to work then the question of the table with a grin on your face couldn't believe you stepped that low didn't justify the question with the truth you already know you ask me to leave than txt saying "I miss you" back it up with the answer "exactly what it read" so really in reality who's fucking with who in the shadows the darkness where the draugr's hold the reigns at least I know it is what it is,no mirages ni games no emotional hooks trying to get a hold you know where i'll be when you want to be real I did nothing to you, no even close to what you did to try and destroy me
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