[Intro] [soft rain, engine ticking] Keys in my hand but the engine’s off 3:00 AM blue on the dash and my name feels wrong [Verse 1] Seat leaned back fog on the glass Half-crushed can in the cup holder phone on the mat, gone black Jacket smells like rubber and smoke ghost of the race still stuck in my throat Heartbeat slowed from a snarl to a cough like it’s tired of keeping me afloat I watch that dying streetlight twitch shaky little halo over this ditch Moths doing circles till their wings give in I get it I get it [Chorus] Lunar loneliness hanging in the rearview Moon cut thin like it’s trying to disappear too If this is the end would anybody feel it? One small silence in a world that never hears it Lunar loneliness spilling on the dashboard Every breath I take feels like something I can’t afford If I fade tonight it’ll look like I was sleeping Just a parked car and a boy who stopped speaking [Verse 2] Akina afterglow in my veins burnt rubber memories, cold champagne All those cheers turned ghosts so fast now it’s just my name on the cracked windshield glass Knuckles still white from the wheel I let go Still see the guardrail in my peripheral glow All that speed, all that fake control and I’m still stuck same hole Everyone left at the crest of the hill said, “drive safe,” then dropped their will Read their “you good?” like receipts in a stack All those words can’t text back [Chorus] Lunar loneliness hanging in the rearview Moon cut thin like it’s trying to disappear too If this is the end would anybody feel it? One small silence in a world that never hears it Lunar loneliness spilling on the dashboard Every breath I take feels like something I can’t afford If I fade tonight it’ll look like I was sleeping Just a parked car and a boy who stopped speaking [Bridge] Radio off but my head won’t mute Every bad thought lined up, in suit Hand on the handle other on my throat Tasting metal like I swallowed every note If I leave a message it stays in this phone A hundred unsent drafts that still die alone So I write my goodbye in the fog on the glass Watch my name drip down like it never came to pass [Chorus] Lunar loneliness hanging in the rearview Moon cut thin like it’s trying to disappear too If this is the end tell me who would see it Headlights passing thinking I’m just sleeping Lunar loneliness printed on the dashboard Every beat left feels like something I can’t afford If I fade tonight under this slow light flickering It’s just a parked car and a boy who stopped (here, ending)
