A few Diamond seeds: When I died in your home With the ones that I cared about Couldn't have known what I'd come back to live without Morals. A conscience. The family I've known And my impetus now Is the odium grown where they fell But it's still growing further I'm nursing it Cursing it Granting it space so to help it stay strong And my torture, my murder Embracing it Facing it What to surrender to help it along? Take my hunger When feasting is nothing but waste And but one thing remains For which I have a taste With the feeling of fullness A joy that you've stolen I cherish the hole in me now Take my liver The toxins that poison me now Are what nourishes Pure as this Unbroken vow That I'll live For the day When you're shattered And battered And plead for the mercy That you never gave You deserve what you get Take my lungs I can let Someone else hold my breath While I'm holding your death in my heart ... Take my heart And my veins can run dry What sustains me is my ghosts and fury I'm host to your jury Unanimous animus Unfiltered rage If their anger's a dance Then your corpse is the stage And the curtains are heavy as Hell And the curtains are heavy as Hell! Take my womb I've no room For what that's meant to grow For the fruits of those labours I've nothing to show And the sweet voice you've forever silenced Still calls out for violence To match what you've shown Take my eyes when it's through So that visions of you In your final repose When I've given your due Can be with me forever The last light I'll know And in darkness I'll bask in that glow And in darkness I'll bask in that glow!
