Heavy to Hold

(Instrumental) (Verse 1) (distorted 808 bass enters, syncopated pattern) (dry snare on beat 3) You probably think that I’m moving alongYou probably think that I'm fine on my ownI heard you been talking to people we knowSaying I'm changed since I got on the roadLook at my wrist and it’s covered in goldBut everything else is just bitter and coldI got the money, I got the applauseBut none of it matters, I’m missing the cause Pre-Chorus And I kept your pictures inside of a drawerYou left your keys on the counter by the doorWe had a love that was heavy and deepNow you’re just someone I see in my sleep Chorus You play it cool like you’re doing just fineLike I’m the last thing that's still on your mindI got the world but it’s heavy to holdYeah, this lifestyle is heavy to hold (Instrumental) Verse 2 (distorted 808 bass enters, syncopated pattern) (dry snare on beat 3) I did it all just to show you I couldThought if I made it you’d treat me like goodEveryone’s pulling my arms and my coatBut I'm still sinking, I can't fucking floatI tried to replace you a couple of timesBut nobody else can read into my mindI’m in the back of a blacked-out carThinking 'bout how we got pushed this far\ Chorus You play it cool like you’re doing just fineLike I’m the last thing that's still on your mindI got the world but it’s heavy to holdYeah, this lifestyle is heavy to hold (Instrumental)