**(Verse 1)** I been staring at the stars with a heart full of resentment, Trying to make some sense of something senseless and depressing, Everybody says there's reasons, but they never give specifics, So I'm screaming at the heavens like, "Explain this shit to me then." Why'd you take my fucking brother? What the hell was I supposed to do? How am I supposed to make peace with a world without you? I got questions piling up, every answer feels evasive, Every prayer that I was praying somehow came back unanswered. I been carrying the anger underneath the devastation, Oscillating between rage and fucking desperation, One minute I'm forgiving, next I'm cursing at creation, Trying to reconcile the love with this permanent separation. They tell me that he's somewhere better, maybe that's supposed to help, But "somewhere better" doesn't change the fact I'm by myself, Doesn't fill the empty space, doesn't put him in the room, Doesn't stop me from expecting that I'll hear him coming through. **(Hook)** I'm angry at the sky tonight, Don't know who I'm supposed to blame, I'm screaming at the stars above, But nothing ever says my name. I'm angry at the sky tonight, 'Cause heaven took somebody mine, I know I can't reverse the past, But damn, I wish that I could try. I'm angry, I'm hurting, I'm lost, I'm carrying everything it cost, If you're somewhere up there looking down, I hope you know I haven't forgot. **(Verse 2)** I got rage inside my rib cage, pain inside my bloodstream, Trying to find a fucking reason hidden somewhere in the suffering, Questioning my faith while simultaneously still praying, It's a complicated kind of grief when every answer feels like failure. I don't wanna hear another person tell me "God has plans," 'Cause I can't understand a plan that takes away my family, man, Maybe someday I'll accept it, maybe someday I'll make peace, But tonight I'm still that brother begging for another week. I know that anger ain't gonna resurrect the dead, I know that screaming at the heavens won't return what I have lost, But sometimes grief needs somewhere it can violently exist, And I'd rather scream into the darkness than pretend that I'm okay with this. So if there is a heaven, tell him I still say his name, Tell him every single song is just another way I carry pain, Tell him I am still his brother, even after all this time, And if love can cross the distance, then I know he's still inside. **(Hook)** I'm angry at the sky tonight, Don't know who I'm supposed to blame, I'm screaming at the stars above, But nothing ever says my name. I'm angry at the sky tonight, 'Cause heaven took somebody mine, I know I can't reverse the past, But damn, I wish that I could try. I'm angry, I'm hurting, I'm lost, I'm carrying everything it cost, If you're somewhere up there looking down, I hope you know I haven't forgot. **(Bridge)** Maybe I don't need an answer, Maybe I just need to grieve, Maybe loving you forever Means accepting what I can't retrieve. So I'll let the anger breathe, Let the tears fall when they come, I can't change what happened then, But I'll carry what you've done. **(Final Hook)** I'm angry at the sky tonight, But I'm finally starting to see, I can't make peace with your absence, But I can keep your memory. I'm angry, I'm hurting, I'm lost, But your love was worth every cost, And if you're somewhere up there looking down, Just know I'm still riding for you now.
