Dear Journal… It’s Kay. 3:33 in the morning. … Here I am again. Thank you… For being here. Here I am again. It’s okay… Just feeling dead again. It’s okay… Just in my head again. Around… And around… And around… Fuck… Is this even happening? Listen to me… Listen… Listen… Listen to me screaming… How much… I love you. Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Spinning in circles… I’m not paused… I’m spinning… Crazy… Crazy… Crazy… Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Can anybody hear me? Listen to me… My words… I said it already. Maybe… You heard me. Maybe… You didn’t. Maybe… That’s okay. I’m still talking… Even when… Nobody answers. Maybe… You’ve been here too. Standing in a room… Where nobody knew… How loud… Your silence sounded. How heavy… Your smile felt. Ghost Girl… I see you too. Last song. I promise. Thank you… I’ll… Be back… Soon. Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Spinning in circles… I’m not paused… I’m spinning… Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Ghost Girl… Journal Entry… Number Ten. Close the notebook… Not the story. Love, Kay.
