you stay in denial you been crying, i know how can you admit to me, what you don't know yourself we gamble, high low on a dice roll if you knew all that we could be why did you break the spell oh well, girl i thought we had it all maybe i was only ready for the climb but not the fall from grace, up late, update, i been barely holding on to my emotions i might blow up like a bomb because i thought] what we had was almost perfect you deserted like an island or a soldier was it worth it to move on move along onto something so uncertain whatever coming to you that's for sure girl you deserve it i was hurtin, because you left me with no purpose can't believe you didn't know that i just wanted this to work and now i'm out in the cold thinking that i'd just be better off alone you stay in denial you been crying, i know how can you admit to me, what you don't know yourself we gamble, high low on a dice roll if you knew all that we could be why did you break the spell i hoped you wouldn't play with my emotions yet you pull me off the bench, put me through all of the motions take me out in the black, hold my heart even closer then you stab me in the back, crumple like a fallen soldier so how could i lean in to all the love, when i saw all of the signs, i knew that i should run i'm stunned, in myself, even more disappointed recently i made a lot of bad fucking choices so i'm holding onto moments i would hope we could forget split mind, two paths, one rougher, one slick do i hold it all within, or maybe learn to loosen grip before i sleep boy i gotta make a pick i was hurtin i was hurtin to move on move along onto something so uncertain whatever coming to you that's for sure girl you deserve it i was hurtin i was hurtin you deserted like an island or a soldier was it worth it you stay in denial can't believe you didn't know that i just wanted this to work and now i'm out in the cold thinking that i'd just be better off alone you stay in denial you been crying, i know how can you admit to me, what you don't know yourself we gamble, high low on a dice roll if you knew all that we could be why did you break the spell