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Filtered Thoughts | Carmilla's Theme 4

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Loose standalone adaptation of a storyline in a project of mine called the Cores-verse. Song #39 in the Vampiria album. https://suno.com/playlist/48a703f5-8d8c-4708-a575-748a288033bd (storyline is in song order). ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ [Intro] Hey... Yo... Nyx... Don't tell Zero this... But... I kinda like... Trying. [Verse] When I look nice And talk proper When I think of being a true queen On a mission to save a civilian An ally, even And to an extent... Our Goddess. ... ...Fuck. [Verse] Just something beyond survival It makes me feel good But I can't stop shaking Last time I felt this way You already know what happened. [Bridge] It led to an infinite supply of pure misery Every time I make friends It ends in their demise Leaving me behind As the loser who survives Every time I try, others always die Thus, in time, I got the voice And with it... What do I have to show? Fucking nothing... [Break] In fact, that only made everything fucking worse [Verse] Now nearly everyone I meet Stays out of earshot Around me thoughts are filtered So that I'll keep my filter on Even when I can smile No one can ever see Thanks to this mask Being a necessity [Verse] I can't find the willpower to do anything So I leave it all up to Zero Part of me wonders If we can crush Purity, Even if I become free; What the hell is next for me? [Break] Return to being a failure? As things are now... I have an excuse to hide. [Outro] Am I... Better off trading my life for Slate's? Would... Um... Do you think Purity would honor that?