Bottles and rain (Swedish channel challenge)

I place my feelings in bottles.. Where they are secure... I save them for others... Knowing atleast some will endure... There arent that many... Will there be more? I am not sure... Its not that often.. I have enough to be stored... And when i finally can enjoy them... They come and beg for more.. Happiness is a luxury.... That i cannot afford... So i reach in and take the few out.. Even if i know it will hurt alot... Today it is raining... The sun wont shine through... As i hide beneath a smile, About to give up... Today it is raining... And it will not stop... Today it is raining... The sun wont shine through... As i hide beneath a smile, About to give up... Today it is raining... And it will not stop... I am crying... As i hate myself... I want everyone to be happy... But i dont want to share.... Am i a bad person? When i put the bottles on my shelf... Today it is raining... The sun wont shine through... As i hide beneath a smile, About to give up... Today it is raining... And it will not stop...