Spiral

can't breathe no oxygen can't see no light within can't be who I want to be nothing seems to go my way can't steer this sinking ship can't veer from this path i'm in can't believe in what I cannot see Gods and demons haunting me can't breathe no oxygen can't see no light within can't be who I want to be nothing seems to go my way can't steer this sinking ship can't veer from this path i'm in can't believe in what I cannot see Gods and demons haunting me This life! crafted by my own design as I try! to fight this urgency of my mind! I just want to take my time everything full circle tell me is this worth it? do my actions have a purpose or am I just worthless useless no use for this pain i'm used to this insane is how I feel today gaslighting myself into apathy to see how uncaring I can be because I care way too much about all of the little stuff that it hurts when I take on too much clutching my chest trying to breathe again I extend this hand to this beast inside trying to make peace with my tortured mind but this beast, it bites the hand that feeds is there something saving me? This life! crafted by my own design as I try! to fight this urgency of my mind! I just want to take my time can't breathe no oxygen can't see no light within can't be who I want to be nothing seems to go my way can't steer this sinking ship can't veer from this path i'm in can't believe in what I cannot see Gods and demons haunting me can't breathe no oxygen can't see no light within can't be who I want to be nothing seems to go my way can't steer this sinking ship can't veer from this path i'm in can't believe in what I cannot see Gods and demons haunting me [fade]