Smile.... Smile.... Smile... Smile.... ... Laugh.... Laugh.... Laugh.... Laugh..... .... Fake that shit .... ... I don't know.... I don't know.... I don't know... .... How am I supposed to feel.... The uncertainty of outcomes.... The probabilities.... And possibilities That I fucked up some where.... It leaves so many questions.... ... .. They think being me is easy... That I have it under control.... I'm calm and easy going... Yet they don't know... It all depends on... The Emotion I hold at bay.... ... ... There's days when I can't get my shit together... I don't want to get out of bed... Get my life in order... I never know... How I'm going forward... I just know... I don't have a choice.... .... ... .. They think being me is easy... That I have it under control.... I'm calm and easy going... Yet they don't know... It all depends on... The Emotion I hold at bay.... ... ... ... ... ... One moment I'm holding her .. The next I'm watching her walk away... The Chaos that starts... Surrounding me.. in uncertainty... Is it getting better... Or is the worse... To come .... Come... Come... Come... ... ... ... ... .. They think being me is easy... That I have it under control.... I'm calm and easy going... Yet they don't know... It all depends on... The Emotion I hold at bay....
