[Verse 1] Wide horizons on paper but the window’s the glitch It faces the dumpster out back, no escaping that shit Stuck in the mattress, ceiling got you in a trance Dreaming ‘bout the empire you never got the chance Too lazy to move and the funk’s getting thick Brain on airplane mode so you just wanna fuck Neighbors smile and you fake the respect routine But over their yappy dogs and them snot-nosed kids’ screams Pissing on the drywall, mind drifting to that comfort meal High school hit different — cheap vodka and loosies for real Nights with no sleep, eyes wide, chasing the fan Straddling that big jug, shaky hand gripping the can Plotting how to push a brick past the border patrol You’d hit a bank lick but your nerve’s too slow Can’t build a life from zero when you’re stuck in quicksand Remote flipping channels but the socks on for a week span Mom dukes slips the smoke money, you chugging cola by the can Calendar pages flying but your story’s on the same jam [Hook] This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in, too shook to catch a felony Too proud to beg for help, content with the misery This the chronicle of a premature senility Delayed reaction from an immature mentality Too sick to clock in, too shook to catch a felony Too proud to beg for help, content with the misery [Verse 2] When you got nothing to lose you feel you could flip the earth But you ain’t built shit, got zero to show what you’re worth Living like a coward with the rope heavy on the brain Like a fat dude crashing after the diet went up in flames And if your mental’s shaky they can suck it and just fade Young and broke as hell, later maybe paid but you throw it away You taste the sweet life too little and way too goddamn late Wanna live solo, no parents judging at the dinner plate Wandering the apartment, dick swinging, feeling free and deranged Nobody asking if you ate or what the fuck you did today Face down in the mattress from the morning, drunk as fuck, stained Flash a grin y’all, another year just flushed down the drain Mind’s already lost in the woods, no compass, no plan What was I just saying? When? About what? It all just ran Forgot the whole conversation while the clock keeps spinning, man
