[Verse 1] Why can't things be better between us two Yeah, I wish I fucked up and done my entire life Yes, I did I didn't like how vulnerable I felt, yeah, I admit When you first found out and wanted to talk Yeah, I didn't But now I want to talk And you don't Because everything I did And what I didn't know I spent a long time running because I felt like you knew I thought skipping school would help me when I felt smothered, angry and couldn't leave Every piece of me wanted to speak But I hid under your disappointment cause I was angry, but wait I was small, but a huge pain And now I see I struggle to breathe, wonder where I'd be If I chose to speak [Chorus] Dying, is so, but not enough for you Still been making deals with the devil to exchange a relationship to you I'll do what I gotta What am I meant and results It's you I'm here for Making it from my way to home Broken, forgotten And ignited [Verse 2] Why can't things be better between us two Yeah, I wish I fucked up and done my entire life Yes, I did I didn't like how vulnerable I felt, yeah, I admit When you first found out and wanted to talk Yeah, I didn't And now I want to talk And you don't I think you hate me as much as I do I don't make me a mule, I'm really abused Traumatized and confused, I'm Tired of feeling emotions and holding back everything that helped to hold me back Nobody cares, I see that Can't take it back Wasteful time all because I was bad Wasted time, I think it's dead I'm tired of running [Chorus] Dying, is so, but not enough for you Still been making deals with the devil to exchange a relationship to you I'll do what I gotta What am I meant and results It's you I'm here for Making it from my way to home Broken, forgotten And ignited
