[Verse 1] Woke up with a headache and a half-lit room Empty bottles singin’ like a sad cartoon Got your name buzzin’ in my phone again But I don’t trust myself when I’m like this, yeah Last night I was feelin’ like a king on fire Now I’m just ashes and a cheap desire Tryna find peace in a neon lie But every road I take just circles back, why? [Pre-Chorus] I keep runnin’ from the silence But it’s louder when you’re gone Got angels on my shoulder But they sing the same old songs [Chorus] I got a faded halo over my head Tryna stay sober but I’m drunk instead Every time I swear that I’m changin’ my ways I fall right back into the same old phase Yeah, I got a heart full of broken gold Tryna feel young but I’m feelin’ old If heaven’s real, hope they let me in Even with the stains on my skeletons [Verse 2] Windows down, but the air feels cold Even summertime can’t warm my soul Got a pocket full of dreams I burned And a couple lessons I never learned You said “baby, you’re better than this right here” But I see my worst when I look in the mirror Tryna play tough but I’m barely strong Singin’ every night like it’s my last song [Pre-Chorus] I keep drownin’ in the silence With a bottle as my friend Got a million second chances But I waste ‘em in the end [Chorus] I got a faded halo over my head Tryna stay sober but I’m drunk instead Every time I swear that I’m changin’ my ways I fall right back into the same old phase Yeah, I got a heart full of broken gold Tryna feel young but I’m feelin’ old If heaven’s real, hope they let me in Even with the stains on my skeletons [Bridge] If I call you at 3AM, would you pick up? Or let it ring ‘cause you already gave up? I don’t blame you, I know I’m a mess Just a lost soul in a bulletproof vest I been fightin’ all my demons in the dark Every scar just turned into art If I make it out, I swear I’ll change But tonight I might just numb the pain [Outro Chorus] I got a faded halo over my head Tryna stay sober but I’m drunk instead If I don’t make it through the night again Tell my mama I was tryin’ to win Yeah, I got a heart full of broken gold Livin’ fast but I’m movin’ slow If heaven’s real, hope they let me in Even with the stains on my skeletons
