Despair Is Honest

It’s all lies. It’s all lies. Are you messing with me? What’s even real anymore? You call it broken. I call it survival. Out of control what I really feel straight into the trash Too much noise too loud Laugh if you want The whole world runs on lies Look away fake it You were right You saw too much Once you see it you can’t unsee it Despair is honest It never betrays It never promises Madness, to you Breathing, to me Hope is just an accident I’ll do what I want Not your call Leave me alone Out of sync Still not aligned Is this a joke? Want to be seen want to be loved means nothing No real choice Worn-out feelings still going What’s real what’s fake You think it through You push back Still trying Still here Even without meaning it keeps going Living just not dying It won’t stop It won’t stop Twisted desire Responsibility only exists if you accept it Brutal denial Sharp rejection Do you live or just avoid dying? You call it broken I call it survival Be yourself Everything fades Everything stop Who are you when no one’s watching Despair is the only truth Hope is just an accident Still here Still moving It keeps going When you can’t laugh anymore that’s the moment A smile is the only win against existence and the end Chaos made me