[Intro] On my back, counting cracks in the ceiling One, two, three, four, five On my back, playing dead instead of healing Loving you is worse than dying [Verse 1] I can't sleep I stay awake My thoughts rotate all my mistakes My throat still hangs on your name My eyes project the way I remember your face If I said I'm over you that would be a lie Every clock is a reminder of a better time Your last text it sits three above mine and I'm still living in your goodbye [Pre-Chorus] I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm speeding toward disaster This one way street's a dead end, I'm always driving faster I don't know where I'm going, or if I'll ever get there Can't see in front of me, living in the rearview mirror [Chorus] I’m still here, still cracked like the ceiling Tried to move on, but can't escape these feelings I’m still here, but I wouldn't call it stable Head down, heart out, alone at the kitchen table [Verse 2] Every other girl I see is a version of you Different clothes, borrowed pose, same perfume I know it's not healthy, I don't know what to do I know this sounds crazy, yeah that's probably true Moving on means it's over, I'm not ready for that Part of me still hopes we were just a rough draft We'll come back together to rewrite the past fix all the things that made us fall apart so fast [Pre-Chorus] I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm looking for direction and every mirror is just me looking at my own reflection I don't know where I'm going, but I see an exit up ahead and if I miss this one I can take the next one instead [Chorus] I’m still here, still cracked like the ceiling Trying to move on, but can't escape these feelings I’m still here, but I wouldn't call it stable Head up, heart out, sitting at the kitchen table [Outro] On my back, counting cracks in the ceiling One, two, three, four, five On my back, thinking of new ways of dealing Not there yet, but damn I'm trying
