I’m so into you it got my whole soul moving dirty, like I know this love gon’ ruin me and still I let it flirt me, you got that “don’t touch me” touch, that “go away” pull closer, that ice-cold mouth with them wildfire eyes, that angel face, that vulture, and I hate how much I love it, hate how much I need your chaos, how you turn my best intentions into ash and call it layoff, how you say “I’m fine” and I break trying to read what you ain’t saying, how we turn one hurt into two, then lay there like that pain is praying, you know exactly where I’m weak and I know where your walls thin, so every fight feel like a funeral dressed up like we falling, you my red flag in red ink, my bad habit in high definition, my favorite wrong turn, my heart’s prison with no chance of acquittal, I should leave, but your love got a leash on every part of me, got me begging for peace with the same lips that started the artillery, and it’s sick, ‘cause when you hold me after, all that damage feel divine, like maybe being destroyed by you still somehow means you’re mine, so I keep coming back drowning, keep calling this flood devotion, keep letting your tidal wave heart drag mine through every emotion, ‘cause you don’t just break me, you break me where nobody can see, and somehow that makes it more intimate, like your darkness memorized me, and if love supposed to heal, then why your name still feel like truth? Why your kiss feel like heaven, but your absence bruise worse than proof? I’m so into you I can’t tell where I end and where your damage starts, all I know is every time you wreck me, you leave your fingerprints on my heart.
