I start small fights just to feel you shift Like I need proof you can still leave I say the wrong thing and let it drift Till it lands like a cut between you and me I make you hate me so it feels clean Like I was never worth the stay I ruin the parts you used to need Then watch you slowly turn away I make you hate me I don’t defend what I know is wrong I let it sit there, I let it grow I stay too close, then I’m suddenly gone So you don’t know which version to hold I make you hate me so it feels clean Like I was never worth the stay I ruin the parts you used to need Then watch you slowly turn away I make you hate me It’s easier if I’m the fault If I’m the thing you can erase I don’t know how to be loved at all Without turning it into a grave I make you hate me, quiet and true Like it’s the only thing I can do I pull it apart till there’s nothing left Then disappear like I never left I make you hate me