It spirals out of control The reality eats at the heart I'm not suffering Pink hallucinations keep me happy As if in a dream I live in the kingdom of dissociation Life is too harsh For the pink doll I bleed glitter Nonsense invades my mind What is real? Who is the princess embraced by shadows? I see myself in the mirror Reflections don't speak back to me I can only taste the rotting sweetness Dancing cookies don't cause me fright A little spell under the pastel moon Cute, cute, cute Is what I must be The candy cane pierces my soul I'm numb, but feeling the sweetness Like a mime, I don't say a word I take on life, like a wrapped candy, still in my cage I don't have much confidence Rotting sweetness, the darkness kisses my lips I dance in the chaos As I fight to get back my pink stability Shadow butterflies devour the sun I'm left like a vampire, without light Don't try to make sense Of the rainfall of sugar Just take it slow, until worries are no more Candy heart; it easily breaks Caramel soul; troubles stick to my existence I'm a ballerina that dances upon the stage of cotton candy I sink, willingly, I let go As the sweet mirage takes a hold I am happy, in a far away dream As my body is caged in the pink colored abyss Smile, smile, smile, with all my might To keep the pink facade alive Sprinkles of hope, decorate my dark pulse Specks of cookies, keep me from breaking apart from the pressure The dark dreams bring a smile to my face My pink sorrow slowly overtakes my dark happiness Like a ghost, I phased through dead ends The riddle of sweetness; to be a crow or a dove? Gummy worms run away from the tooth fairy that wants to eat them I'm a porcelain doll that lacks a soul I move due to the will of the pink spell
