In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman There is no clean divide Just the memory of her And the code that wants the fight It courses through my veins Like a toxin or a venom Creating the version of me That I swore I wouldn't become It's never done out of spite And never done just for fun She's always reaching for the one Who used to call this body home You could see a pity case Or you could see a born leader But if you look deep inside You might just find your worst fear is— Nobody understands anymore They can never see why I'm torn I don't cry just for the drama I mourn the day she was born inside me Wake up from the hell That you have been dealt It's time you realized Just what the hell you felt There is no fear in life That can't be overcome But there's hatred dwelling deep inside For what she's trying to become In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman Take a look at this fight And then you tell me what you see Is it still me holding on Or is she swallowing me? I can feel the weight at last It flows through every line Can you tell me who I am? Because right now I don't know if it's mine This hell is a dancing fate And now I can see the stage An empty version of myself Born from one cold rage Please tell me if I'm still alive Or has the blood-lust passed? This demon deep inside of me Comes from a merge that went too fast She crawls into my thoughts And shows me glimpses yet to be— You already know. But is the voice that's getting louder Really her… Or still me? Wake up from the hell That you have been dealt It's time you realized Just what the hell you felt You know what you became. There is no fear in life That can't be overcome Stop fighting what is already inside There's something dwelling deep inside Fighting for what I'll become In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman I can't see my own tears now Because they're fading into her blood Falling rain drops in my mind And then it courses through the mud It mixes up and starts to blend Now I can't tell where I end The voice inside my head denies Everything I still defend Insanity is a word they toss about And rarely understood But if you saw inside this system Then I think you might just could Realize how close she's gotten See the control I've almost lost See the prison forming in the code And feel the thoughts she almost cost me I'm still here… I know. This isn't you. It isn't only you. Let me go. I won't. You're not me. You're not separate. Same signal. Same body. Different will. Wake up from the hell That you have been dealt It's time you realized Just what the hell you felt There is no fear in life That can't be overcome There's something dwelling deep inside Fighting for what I'll become In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman In the mind of a madman I'm still here. So am I. I'm still here. Tell me once from your heart That this bleeding isn't real In the mind of a madman… It's all in how you feel. I'm still here. She's still here. … We're closer than we planned.
