Nah … nah… [bridge] Nobody knows About my episodes Whilst im all alone The darkness grows…. [verse 1] [soft London teen male Rap voice] Trying to outrun the sound of the final drum Too late no escaping your fate when your time has come, While Shadows lurk and watch just like a exhibition waiting for the final straw to be drawn, hearts torn soul burns know lesson’s learned Lying to myself non stop saying im fine , too late too change my mind when you hear family crying Forced to embrace the darkness I spark spliffs and watch evil lurk until it’s my turn until it’s my turn (my turn - my turn… BUT I’LL NEVER LEARN….. [chorus] AS THE DARKNESS-CLOSES IN Always near like my lips to my tears I hide from the light… And embrace the night… [soft rap voice] Really need help but I won’t open up too nobody So my writing is my therapy i don’t want sympathy On a bad day my mind sways toke green all day play the clown when friends are around im joking but secretly hoping that my black heart doesn’t stay broken stressed from woken Really need to put my felling’s in the open So I release some stress when I write As I search for a shine in the dark night It’s just an act in a cap fitted brim that covers my eyes when I’m outside trying to hide Don’t look at me I’ve got nothing for you Don’t talk to me I’ve got nothing to say It’s dark in the park but I know this gate Is my life just one big huge mistake.. Tired of being awake Tired of being tired all the time [ aggressive voice] OUT OF CONTROL TAKE MY SOUL (DAMN) Im always falling and it’s hard to (STAND…) Living life like this has got me (STRESSED) On Antidepressants but still (DEPRESSED) Damn -stand-stressed -depressed Im Forced to keep going till there’s nothing left Why doesn’t anything work this shit really hurts Whose going to work on me like a voodoo curse Don’t approach stay clear gimme space i will not hesitate too put train marks on your face Your mistake as you lie-in wait plotting amongst your mates how your gona take food off my plate No way not today I have nothing to lose You can try but shells with fly BOOM BYE I am Only scared of my (own mind … Not scared to protect (whats mine,, LIFES SO HARD SOMETIMES… My tortured mind needs a new design Lifetime ov violence and crime Lifetime ov mistakes and regrets [bridge] Nobody knows About my episodes Whilst im all alone The darkness grows…. [chorus] AS THE DARKNESS-CLOSES IN Always near like my lips to my tears I hide from the light… And embrace the night… Day by day Night to night Sun rise sun falls my world crumbles, Too much grey and not enough shine, been wearing this mask for the longest time, Don’t know the date only the month, This smile I wear is only a front, Don’t knock on my door or call my phone, Just go away please leave me alone, Don’t want your help this life ain’t fare, I need your help but I don’t care, I’ll stay here you stay over there, You come over here I’ll go over there [bridge] Nobody knows About my episodes Whilst im all alone The darkness grows…. [chorus] AS THE DARKNESS-CLOSES IN Always near like my lips to my tears I hide from the light… And embrace the night… Oh .. oh Oh .. no Oh………
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