**Mask Off (And Now I'm Fucked)** Na na, na na na na na na I wore that mask for twenty years straight Mirrored your moves, calculated every trait Thought that performance was actually me Till I burned out completely They said "just be yourself" like it's easy to do But I built my whole life around pleasing you When the mask cracked off, there was nothing inside Just a void where a person should hide And everybody wants a happy ending here But I'm just standing in the mirror Like— Who the hell am I without the script? Started stimming in public and I don't give a shit No eye contact, going non-verbal too Building someone real from the residue This ain't some redemption, feel-good CNN Just a neurodivergent kid trying to exist again (Na na, na na na na na na) You want the inspirational Instagram post "I found myself" - man, that's not even close I'm salvaging scraps from the person I faked And some days I'm good, some days I break Say "I don't understand" now Stop pretending I'm fine Let my hands do their thing Yeah, I'm crossing that line The neurotypical world wants their arc to be clean But rebuilding is messy and stuck in-between Who the hell am I without the script? Started stimming in public and I don't give a shit No eye contact, going non-verbal too Building someone real from the residue This ain't some redemption, feel-good CNN Just a neurodivergent kid trying to exist again Some days it feels like grit (na na, na na na na na na) Some days it's just survival and both of those fit (Na na, na na na na na na) Yeah, both of those fit!
