[Verse 1] You think my life is glitter and gold A perfect picture, bright and bold But every smile is stitched to a lie I’m screaming low while I’m passing by I wear the damage under my skin A tired heart in a world gone thin You hear the noise, you don’t hear the cracks I’m barely standing, but I don’t look back [Pre-Chorus] Yeah, I’m bent, but I’m not broken Yeah, I’m burned, but I’m not choking [Chorus] You think my life is great? Haha, it’s not I’m fighting my ghosts in the back of a parking lot I’m not okay, but I won’t give in I’ll spit in the dark and I’ll crawl back again You think I’m blessed? You think I’m free? I’m just a riot trying not to bleed Call me a mess, call me a disgrace I’ll wear my pain like a flag in your face [Verse 2] Every night the ceiling starts to cave Every day I act a little more brave But I’m one bad thought from a total collapse One more mistake from slipping through the cracks I doubt my name, I doubt my voice I doubt every breath, I doubt every choice Still I stand in the rain and raise my fist If I’m going down, I’m not going gentle with this [Pre-Chorus] Yeah, I’m tired, but I’m still roaring Yeah, I’m scarred, but I’m still scoring [Chorus] You think my life is great? Haha, it’s not I’m fighting my ghosts in the back of a parking lot I’m not okay, but I won’t give in I’ll spit in the dark and I’ll crawl back again You think I’m blessed? You think I’m free? I’m just a riot trying not to bleed Call me a mess, call me a disgrace I’ll wear my pain like a flag in your face [Bridge] And maybe I’m not the hero you wanted Maybe I’m haunted, maybe I’m haunted Maybe I’m shaking, maybe I’m torn But I’m still here and I’m still not gone If the whole world wants me on my knees They’re gonna have to drag me through the debris I’ve got sorrow, I’ve got rage I’ve got a war I’ll never disengage [Final Chorus] You think my life is great? Haha, it’s not I’m bleeding in rhythm, I’m singing it hot I’m not okay, but I won’t give in I’ll scream through the static and I’ll crawl back again You think I’m dead? Then look me in the face I’m a broken anthem, I’m a holy disgrace Call me a mess, call me a disgrace I’ll wear my pain like a flag in your face [Outro] So laugh if you want, I don’t care I’ve been to the edge and I’m still standing there My life is a riot, my heart is steel I’m not giving up, that’s the only thing real
