**Lyrics and lyric/song structure written and created by ๐ป๐พโ๐๐๐๐ป** [intro dark clean riff with eerie ambience, whispered voice under breath] (i messed up again... i know.) [verse 1 calm but bitter, building tension] i know i've said โiโll changeโ before but every promise, just a detour iโve tried to fight whatโs in my head but i still wake up halfway dead i pushed away the ones who cared then blamed them all for not being there [pre-chorus growing frustration, tempo rising] i want to fix what i became but i donโt know how to kill the shame [chorus full force, loud and desperate] bleed me back to life again pull me out before this ends i'm not who i was, but i'm still not right and iโve been losing this war inside cut me open, let it show i need someone to take control before i disappear beneath everything thatโs killing me [verse 2 angrier, more direct delivery] i tried to numb it every way but the pain just finds a place to stay i say iโm fine, and thatโs a mask but i dont wanna be asked i wish i didnโt let it win i wish i could go back again [pre-chorus repeat with more emotion] i want to fix what i became but i donโt know how to kill the shame [chorus repeat, more power, harmonies added] bleed me back to life again pull me out before this ends i'm not who i was, but i'm still not right and iโve been losing this war inside cut me open, let it show i need someone to take control before i disappear beneath everything thatโs killing me [bridge breakdown, with slow tempo] i donโt want to die like this drowning in my bitterness iโm trying hard to change my life but it moves away from light [final chorus first line soft, then full band explosion] bleed me back to life again please donโt let this be the end i'm not who i was, but i'm still not right iโve been losing this war inside cut me open, let it show i need someone to take control before i disappear beneath everything thatโs killing me [outro instruments fade, final line whispered] i just want to feel okay again...
