[Intro] Yeah Yeah Yeah Look [Verse] Funeral in my head, all my friends just pretend Smiles for the weekend, I break when it end Scrollin' through the memories, I ghost every call Heart on “do not disturb,” I don’t feel nothin' at all Hoodie in the summertime, shades in the dark Blue pills on my tongue, tryna light up a spark Timeline full of flex, but my mind in a ditch Tryna out-run pain, but the pain never switch [Pre-Chorus] Sippin’ on this poison that’s inside my chest Nothin’ really helps, I don’t get no rest Every day I’m waitin’ just to feel like this Numb and in the shadows, that’s the way I exist [Chorus] Every day I’m off Every day I’m lost Every day I’m numb Every day I’m done [Post-Chorus] This is what it cost Feelin’ like a ghost Dyin' in my thoughts Every day I’m lost [Verse 2] Ink under my skin, tryna write what I feel But the words look fake, like the smile that I peel From my face every mornin', when I wake to the gloom Curtains never open, I been married to my room Friends at the function, I just left 'em on read Saw the invite flash, let it die in the thread Black nail polish chipped, like the edge of my soul Tryna piece it back together just to lose all control [Pre-Chorus] Sippin’ on this poison that’s inside my chest Nothin’ really helps, I don’t get no rest Every day I’m waitin’ just to feel like this Numb and in the shadows, that’s the way I exist [Chorus] Every day I’m off Every day I’m lost Every day I’m numb Every day I’m done [Post-Chorus] This is what it cost Feelin’ like a ghost Dyin' in my thoughts Every day I’m lost [Verse 3] Late night at the mall, boots drag on the floor Black lace, black heart, black thoughts, not sure If I’m livin' or I’m just another goth on the feed Turnin' pain into fashion, tryna cover the bleed Playlist full of heartbreak, loop the same old track Every chorus like a mirror that keep starin' me back Lipstick smudge red like a warning sign But they call it aesthetic while I’m losin' my mind [Pre-Chorus] Sippin’ on this poison that’s inside my chest Nothin’ really helps, I don’t get no rest Every day I’m waitin’ just to feel like this Numb and in the shadows, that’s the way I exist [Chorus] Every day I’m off Every day I’m lost Every day I’m numb Every day I’m done [Post-Chorus] This is what it cost Feelin’ like a ghost Dyin' in my thoughts Every day I’m lost
