🎵 Title: Record Breaker Credit: Lila Lee @verbosity Genre: Plathpop --- [start] [intro] [instrumental simulating frustration building] [Verse] I've poured over my memories on endless repeat, It's now four days longer than since I learned to self-complete. Never had a dry spell ever last as long as this, Hopefully I've healed enough to tame this vicious itch. [Verse 2] I’ve memorized ceiling tiles, planned how to change that wall, Had full debates with concepts till they stall. My body’s a map with much to treat with care, But I’m feeling oh so tense, and bored enough to dare. [Verse 3] To the chaste, the prudish, the “sex is a sin”ers, I don’t tone down life—so go sit with the beginners. [silence - 2 bars] ("Are we alone now?") [silence - 2 bars] ("Are we... Are we alone now?") [silence - 2 bars] ("Are we alone now?") [silence - 2 bars] Twist isn't home so my robe's open wide, Legs spread far as I'm able, stitches abide. (so ladylike) [Verse] No need to wet my fingers — I'm slick as hell inside, And open wide enough, a squash could comfortably reside. Still I gently probe to see what pain it does provide, 갈증 grasps it mightily and there is pain I will not lie, But through the discomfort, my digits duly slide, My thirst is strong, my will is amplified ("I will not be denied!") ("I WILL NOT BE DENIED!") [Instrumental: building to a frenzy - 6 bars] [Breakdown: abrupt stop with vinyl scratch, silence before beat drop] [Interlude] What? ("Is that the dog's collar bell?") [Verse] Jangnangam comes in drawn by my sound, The look on his eyes, so big and round, I see myself, utterly possessed, But I can't stop now, I am completely obsessed. [Verse] The power builds, my caution dies, The pain is now, part of the drive, I remember this, from when I'd laid with guys, Begging for the relief, my body MUST provide. [Outro] Each wince didn't whisper, each tare held release, My silence screamed in mounting degrees. Slick with sweat, coated... a mess, This wasn't self-love, it was nearly incest. It was not pretty, it was not brief, But I finally got some goddamn relief. [Spoken: "The drought is over. The calm descends, I become aware, Of the mess I'm laying in." ] [{clap-clap reverb}] [end]
