[Verse 1] I don't remember when the colors disappeared, When silence started sounding like the only thing I hear. I'm breathing, but it feels like someone else's lungs, Still searching for the person that I swear I once was. There's a ceiling somewhere miles above my head, And a thousand little ghosts repeating what you said. I reach for something solid, but it slips between my hands, Like I'm falling through forever with nowhere left to land. [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know if I'm sinking, Or if gravity gave up. I keep waiting for the bottom, But the bottom never comes. [Chorus] I'm floating in the abyss, Somewhere between nothing and this. Too far gone to touch the ground, Too damn tired to scream out loud. I'm reaching through the black For pieces I can't get back. If there's a light, I can't see it from where I exist— I'm just floating... Floating in the abyss. [Verse 2] I watch the world keep moving like I never disappeared, Everybody talks around me, but their voices sound unclear. I learned how to smile pretty, learned the lines I'm meant to say, While another little piece of me quietly fades away. I've got constellations made of every scar I hide, Little maps of all the places where something in me died. And maybe there's a version of me waiting on the shore, But I don't even know what I'm supposed to swim toward. [Pre-Chorus] 'Cause I don't know if I'm drowning, When there's nothing here but space. I keep reaching for tomorrow, But I can't remember yesterday. [Chorus] I'm floating in the abyss, Somewhere between nothing and this. Too far gone to touch the ground, Too damn tired to scream out loud. I'm reaching through the black For pieces I can't get back. If there's a light, I can't see it from where I exist— I'm just floating... Floating in the abyss. [Bridge] But somewhere underneath the numb, I swear my heart is beating. Quiet as a whispered word, But maybe that's still something. Maybe I don't need the shore. Maybe I don't need to know Exactly where I'm going Just to know I'm not letting go. So if you hear me in the darkness, Don't promise me the pain will end. Just stay close enough that maybe I can find your hand again. [Final Chorus] I'm floating in the abyss, But maybe I'm still more than this. Still can't feel the solid ground, But I think I hear you calling now. I'm reaching through the black, Don't know if I'll make it back. But somewhere in the distance there's a light I almost missed And I'm still floating... Still floating in the abyss. [Outro] Maybe floating isn't falling. Maybe lost isn't the end. Maybe somewhere in the nothing, I'll learn to feel again.Until then... I'll exist. Floating in the abyss.
