🤍 Falling In you I become my worst Frustration unique, my mind in disorder Doubts gnaw away, hiding the truth harder Confusion deep as the feelings I find These immoral sensations, entwined in my mind A lone consciousness, lost and afraid No future to see, my past fades away A futile existence, a heart left dismayed Am I just pretending? Or numb to love's sway? Where ecstasy meets thoughts so deplorable A final mistake, so irreparable I look at us, frozen, drained of emotion I’m lost in love’s delusional notion I cry out in pain, trying to see Tearing this doubtful passion from me In fantasies I drift, a crimson hue so bright An endless source of delicious delight I watch you, and I fall in these dark reveries With curious questions and twisted memories In fleeting glimpses of what the body left behind Desire killed by fear so confined Where ecstasy meets thoughts so deplorable A final mistake, so irreparable I look at us, frozen, drained of emotion I’m lost in love’s delusional notion And like us both, that desire was slain Murdered by frustration, leaving no trace or name Sweet, beautiful, terrifying thoughts collide Killing what’s left inside ______________________ ______________________ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐛𝐞: https://www.youtube.com/@Eglantrix ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7KusYjwLewkWqhaozPrXot ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ 𝐏𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐨𝐧: https://www.patreon.com/Eglantrix ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬ ▬
