I still hear your laugh in the silence, Like a ghost in the glow of the screen Your hoodie still hangs on the back of my chair, Like you never packed up and left me. We said "forever" too fast, Burned bright, then collapsed in the ash Now the walls know more than I do 'Cause I talk to 'em more than I talked to you... Shoulda held on tighter, But I let the cold in through the cracks... If I could rewind that night, Where the silence hit harder than the fight You walked, I watched — didn't chase, didn’t speak Now I’m wide awake in a year-long dream Shoulda never let you go, Now I'm haunted by the echo Of a love we used to know, Fadin’ out like a signal low And I’ve been drownin’ in the “what if” Since your shadow left the door I shoulda never... Shoulda never let you go (let you go...) (let you go...) I said I was busy, but truth is, I hid Behind work and pride, like a scared little kid Left your hands hangin’ too many nights While you held up the weight of the fights I’d ignite I never learned to say "I'm wrong" 'Til your silence proved I was all along Called you "too emotional" — Guess I feared what I couldn’t control I was scared to need you, So I acted like I didn't care But the bed's too big for just ego And I wake up reachin’... and you're not there If I could fix what I broke, I’d trade every line I never spoke You gave me grace I couldn’t hold Now it’s me who’s left out in the cold Shoulda never let you go, Now I'm haunted by myself, though All the damage I didn't show, Built a wall you couldn't climb, I know Now I’m drowning in my own silence Since your shadow left the door I shoulda never... Shoulda never let you go I still keep your light on, Like you might come back one day But all that’s left is quiet And a pulse I can't escape Shoulda never let you go, Now I'm haunted by the echo Of a love we used to know, Fadin’ out like a signal low Shoulda never let you go, Now I’m haunted by myself, though All the damage I didn’t show Now I wear it everywhere I go (let you go...) (let you go...)