[Verse 1] I can map my triggers like a GPS Chart every pattern, every spiral, every mess I know which thoughts lead where and why I'm fluent in the language of my own demise Got a PhD in my dysfunction Know exactly how this pain does function [Chorus] So what would you tell me that I don't already know? What magic words make impossible things go? I know I need to cope but it feels like giving up Still broken at the bottom of your healing cup Don't teach me to accept what tears me apart Don't show me how to live with a counterfeit heart [Verse 2] I don't need help seeing what's broken here The problem's been crystal fucking clear I know what hurts and I know it won't heal This body betrays me and that's fucking real But am I just building walls to stay stuck? Creating impossible odds so I don't have to try my luck? [Chorus] So what would you tell me that I don't already know? What magic words make impossible things go? I know I need to cope but it feels like giving up Still broken at the bottom of your healing cup Don't teach me to accept what tears me apart Don't show me how to live with a counterfeit heart [Bridge] You'll teach me breathing for a constant ache New ways to be authentic in a body I can't remake But Living with it feels like betraying myself Like putting my real truth up on a shelf Maybe I made it impossible on purpose Give myself an out so I don't have to work this Both things are true and I'm stuck in between What the fuck can you do with this broken machine? [Final Chorus] I know what you'd tell me that I don't wanna hear That some pain lives in my bones and stays here I know this can't be fixed but my body won't quit Am I protecting my truth or just throwing a fit? But here I am still feeling it all Did I build these walls or did they just fall? [Outro] So what's the point when both are true from the start That I can't be whole, and you, can't heal a counterfeit heart
