Day #1 - Intro

This song is part of my 15 day writing challenge! Check out my Playlist "Halo's Journal" for the rest of the songs in this challenge! [Intro] (soft hum) Yeah… [Verse 1] I don’t say much when I walk in a room I’ve learned how to listen instead, I write things down I was never brave enough To say outside of my head Folding my feelings into notebooks Hoping the ink don’t run, I act like I know what I'm doing I don't even know who to trust [Pre-Chorus] Smile when people ask how I’m doing Like I got it all under control and if I wasnt scared of failure who know's how far I'd go [Chorus] So tell me something... Would you still love me if you knew who I really was Lately, darling it feels like I tricked you to fall in love I don’t have the answers honestly I don't It’s just me being honest In Note Number One... [Verse 2] I'm jealous of confidence Of people who don’t second guess I rehearse every sentence I say I hate that part of myself Chased approval like oxygen Held my breath just to be seen I’ve been everything they expected Except the person I needed to be [Pre-Chorus] I hide behind my humor and patience safer being fake, than being real swore I have the best intentions But in this notebook, I write how I feel [Outro] So here’s a note I never sent Words I don’t dare to say I’m still learning how to love myself On the days I don’t feel okay