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Letting the smoke dance on my lips All this pain in the time less hours Fades away we escape we love Drifting in bliss I release myself from my isolated gravestone I move the earth for my will is to be Finally complete Finally smiling Dead to the core My heart never stops beating We are all forever trembling We are all eternal the fundamental awareness Will we ever be free yes, I believe we all can be As sliver membrane connections linking us to the blood moon eclipse We are nightmare walkers the ghosts in the machines we want to learn from the past in divine states we are home Released from this cage we are reborn Forever lost an empire to the lusts of war We are nothing forever more Or are we everything separated between perceptions transferring energies we bend but never break We protect the self But I hate myself I want to love myself and there nothing more in this world The want The need to breathe No longer color blind I have bleed life behind these eyes A burning emotional volcano Melting down our nuclear core Boiling over the splitting hypnotic sociopathic art in dissociative disconnected release from despair I eat the monsters that attack me inside I never want to say goodbye but this is the last time I'll ever tell you goodbye I'll go and get high after I win smoking my hash falling into my inner oblivion I rise inside MelaNkholyia Reborn from the suffering birthed wisdom given By deaths minions and their goddesses The goddesses within Where bloods more than thin Neon black obsidian glow flames enter my mouth in frozen statuses I can't face this, but I must escape this room this place before I lose my mind and everything else within it where I am sets ablaze In intoxicating bliss given the gifts of art and disconnection to be reborn from all the held on to trauma a walking agony we lay bleeding We must stitch up our wounds and never let go of this seeking for help to live a better life than what I was born into hold on we got this lover we must be there for each other that's all we got in this world Because even family are to be watched for being the enemy in sheep's clothing bleeding me out all over the worlds stage I smash the control machine We are the ghosts in the machine Running our gears into oblivion A never-ending nightmare to into training for war Awake or dreaming I'm fighting for my life To battle through all this gore internal overflowing with life breathing fire over my scorned inner world Resurrected death moth mystic The lost lovers The beauty in suffering is in the eye of the beholder As the soil of this earth is stained with blood The darker side of life Where teeth blood and steel Bite down on the belt as each lash across my back screaming redemption escaping extinction by my own hands I will never die In this life Where I walk the paths of black and white Reacting, expanding like an atomic bomb exploding The remolding according to the recycling of memories of miseries remembering The stories bleeding out of me from deep inside of me will I ever be free I'm about to be From every horrible moment you sacrificed me to moloch I have waited for this moment for my whole life to tell you Fuck off and die get out of my life I'm walking away To build an empire built from my suffering the sour bitter tongues reminder Extracting the beauty from my agony I wish to give you hope I need sometimes reassurance that all this isn't for nothing not disappointment and lose of myself or others faces I want to fill you all with hope and love kindness is forever never severe the phantom beating heart But we must act upon it showing others by our own actions to be absorbed It's one of my focusers care for other Or until they try to burn down my world Would be the only time I'd slit your throat without even think We must have peace Be release speaking in sync from all this suffering breed and rise a new beginning