Diving In Solitude

[Verse 1] I move like a ghost in a crowded room Heartbeat loud but I silence the boom They laugh in colors, I’m stuck in grayscale Every hello feel like opening jail Mirror talk back, say “who you protect?” I shrug my shoulders, avoid the reflect Truth in my chest like a knot in a chain Every glance from the world feel a little like pain They want a version of me I can’t be Edited soul for they clarity Cut out the parts that don’t sit right Smile on cue, don’t fight, don’t bite Nah— I’d rather fade where the noise don’t reach Where I don’t gotta explain my speech Where love ain’t judged by a crooked eye So I step back slow and I let it die ⸻ [Hook] I’m diving in solitude, deep where it’s quiet No need for applause, no need to deny it They look but don’t see, that’s cool, I’m good Lost in myself like I knew I would Diving in solitude, under the skin No war outside if it’s calm within Invisible peace, yeah, that’s my truth I disappear… diving in solitude ⸻ [Verse 2] Conversations feel like coded traps Every word got a hidden map Where I gotta step just right, just clean Or they redraw what I really mean I learned young how to dim my light Turn down the flame just to dodge the fight Now I glow low in a private space Where I don’t gotta wear no face Yeah, I see ‘em stare but they see right through Like I’m just air when I pass they view Used to hurt, now it feel like grace Ain’t gotta fight for a single place Anger sit quiet, don’t scream no more Just lock the door and ignore the war ‘Cause peace ain’t loud, it don’t need a crowd It live in the silence I built around ⸻ [Hook] I’m diving in solitude, deep where it’s quiet No need for applause, no need to deny it They look but don’t see, that’s cool, I’m good Lost in myself like I knew I would Diving in solitude, under the skin No war outside if it’s calm within Invisible peace, yeah, that’s my truth I disappear… diving in solitude ⸻ [Bridge – inner dialogue] (You running away…) Nah, I’m running inside (But don’t you get lonely?) Only when I lie (What you scared of?) Being seen wrong (What you searching?) A place I belong ⸻ [Outro] So if you don’t see me, don’t call my name I ain’t lost, I just changed the game Where silence loud and the dark feel right— I found myself… out of sight.