## Verse 1 February light comes in sideways Through the kitchen window where you used to stand Making coffee in the quiet of the mornings Before the world had any right to make demands I keep the mug you liked on the second shelf I don't use it just let it exist Some things you hold onto not because they help But because letting go feels like something you'll miss ## Pre-Chorus And February comes around again Like it always does like it always will And I stand here in your kitchen Standing perfectly still ## Chorus February Cold and specific and yours February The month that still opens old doors I carry you quietly into every room February I still carry you ## Verse 2 They say that grief gets smaller over time That you learn to move around it like furniture But I find you in the strangest smallest things The way the light falls on a particular Afternoon in winter when the sky goes gray And something in my chest remembers everything The sound of you, the shape of you, the way You said my name like it meant something ## Pre-Chorus And February comes around again Like it always does like it always will And I stand here in your kitchen Standing perfectly still ## Chorus February Cold and specific and yours February The month that still opens old doors I carry you quietly into every room February I still carry you ## Bridge I don't want to stop missing you Missing you means you were here I don't want to stop talking to you In the quiet when nobody can hear I just want one more February morning One more cup of coffee, one more light One more ordinary Tuesday with you Before the ordinary turned into goodbye ## Final Chorus February Cold and specific and yours February The month that never quite closes those doors I carry you quietly into every room February I still carry you February I always will ## Outro February February Still yours Still mine February
