(Spoken and only music box) I don’t build the sound ..I build the truth (Beat drops) Verse 1] I wake up heavy like I never left night Eyes open early, but my soul still behind Thoughts lined up like they waitin’ on court I plead silence, let ’em burn at the door Laugh in a room just to keep it composed Pick every word like it carry some weight I can’t show Every move feel like it need to be right Like one wrong step throw the whole thing off line They see forward steps, think I’m resolved But I still feel it loop when it’s off I go quiet when the room get loud Like my brain can’t hold that many sounds Everything stack, hit me all at once Then I freeze in the spot I was ( flow switch — stutter-step bounce ) Too many— wait… I don’t— nah, hold up Tryna move but my thoughts don’t line up Take one step then I double that back Like I don’t even trust where I’m at Say I’m good— yeah… that’s what I say But it switch when I’m left with my brain Every win got a “what if” attached So I question it right when it land ( back to normal flow ) I redesigned life, changed how it look Still get haunted by the rooms that I shook [Pre-Chorus] I been movin’ forward, it don’t feel far Every step ahead still leave a scar I don’t crash, I just slow my pace But I don’t like who I am some days [Chorus] I’m still in my head, I can’t log out Even when it’s still, it get too loud Even in silence, it don’t die down Feel like I’m fightin’ with no way out I’m still in my head, stuck in cycles Arguin’ thoughts I don’t even title They see results, don’t see the proof— I built a life while I was breaking in two [Verse 2] I been carryin’ weight I don’t display Let it build till it shape how I think every day Tried to cut it off, it just changed form Now it show up lookin’ safe, but it hit like a storm I outgrew the pain but it grew with me Now I don’t even know what’s movin’ me I don’t trust when it feel too calm Like I’m waitin’ for somethin’ to go wrong Even good days feel temporary Like I’m already braced for ’em to bury I slow down just to keep control But that don’t mean I feel in control They say breathe, I been doin’ that Still feel tight like I grew like that You ever move on but still feel placed? Like your body left but your mind still stayed? I don’t miss the past—I miss movin’ without thought Before every choice felt like it came with a cost [Bridge] You see the shift but not how it land ( pause ) I learned how to function, not feelin’ right Every version of me still fightin’ inside [Final Chorus] I’m still in my head, I can’t log out Even when it’s still, it get too loud Even in silence, it don’t die down Feel like I’m fightin’ with no way out I’m still in my head, stuck in cycles Arguin’ thoughts I don’t even title They see results, don’t see the proof— I built a life while I was breaking in two
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