Haven’t written in a while Never know what to say If I died right now I’d still burn in the flames Cause this life is hell And I’ll take the blame Yet here I remain Fuck this blood in my veins And what pumps in my chest Always searching for more Just to find something less Just a waste of breath The vestige of a life Each cut of the knife To release the pain My life bleeds out Wash it down the drain Why live with this denial Live on my knees Pray for survival Why do I breathe When I I’m not alive Just to exhale death All my next girls Are just like my ex But I know that when you read it You’ll remain my ghost to stay I’ll always be haunting Always told you the truth But I guess the truth is daunting In my mind I’m feeling taunted Coached every word pledges But I feel I lost the trial If I ever was your man I think I lost the title You never learned to live Barely learned survival