(Verse 1) Yo, eleven years young, mind's a storm in the skull, Teachers callin' me wild, doc says "severe ADHD," full throttle. Pills in my palm, Ritalin chasin' the chaos, Adderall lockin' the gates, But inside I'm screamin', shadows creepin', feel like a lab rat in fate's cruel maze. Brain fog liftin' but soul's gettin' twisted, nightmares dancin' in the dark, Mom's eyes worried, dad's fist clenched, family's fallin' apart. Hyper like a demon possessed, can't sit still in the class, Medicated zombie, walkin' dead, future slippin' fast. (Chorus) Pills poppin', mind droppin', horror in the veins, From kid to monster, chains on the brain. Diagnosed and dosed, lost in the game, Weed at eighteen, breakin' the frame. Dark thoughts creep, no sleep, reaper's callin' my name. (Verse 2) Fourteen hits hard, walls closin' in, depression's black hole swallowin' whole. Tears in the mirror, empty stare back, doc scribbles "Depakote, Zoloft" on the scroll. Numb to the world, ghosts in my head, whispers tellin' me to end it all, Family's a blur, friends turn to foes, slippin' deeper into the fall. Mood swings like a pendulum blade, cuttin' through the light of day, Suicidal ideation, hidin' knives, prayin' for a way to escape. Pills stackin' up, side effects kickin', weight gain, shakes, can't feel a thing, Livin' in hell, bell tolls for the king of nothin'. (Chorus) Pills poppin', mind droppin', horror in the veins, From kid to monster, chains on the brain. Diagnosed and dosed, lost in the game, Weed at eighteen, breakin' the frame. Dark thoughts creep, no sleep, reaper's callin' my name. (Verse 3) Seventeen savage, rage boilin' over, ODD stamp on my file, defiance my crown. Wellbutrin firin' neurons like bullets, Risperdal chainin' the hound. Fightin' authority, screamin' at shadows, parents enemies in my war, School's a battlefield, fists flyin' free, blood on the floor, settlin' scores. Antipsychotic haze, feelin' caged in a psych ward dream, Voices commandin', rebellion landin', tearin' at the seams. No compliance, pure violence, monster unleashed in the night, Medicated madness, sanity shattered, losin' the fight. (Bridge) Eighteen candles flicker in the abyss, system's failed, trust broken to bits. Found the green in the streets, smoke risin' like spirits from the pit. Flushed the scripts down the drain, chemicals drainin' away, Weed calms the storm, quiets the swarm, first real peace in the fray. But horrors linger, memories trigger, scars from the pharmaceutical cage, Self-medicated rebel, dodgin' the devil, turnin' the page. (Outro) From pills to the plant, broke the enchantment, mind's eye open wide. Horrorcore life, knife-edge strife, but now I decide. No more docs, no more locks, freedom in the high. Dark path walked, demons stalked, but I survive. Yeah, I survive...
