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Hold Music for the Abyss

[genre: Corporate Elevator Core] [mood: existential avoidance, bureaucratic transcendence] [dynamics: sterile building to hollow triumph] [instruments: keyboard clicks, fluorescent hum, hold music loops, trap percussion] [Ember vocal-style: glottal fry, fibrillating, cracked, breathy, halting, conversational, behind-the-beat, deadpanned, intimate, cigarette-stained] [tempo: 87 BPM] [theme: the artistry of avoidance systems] [intro: fluorescent hum building, keyboard clicks as metronome] [music: sterile office ambience, distant phone rings] [Ember vocals: hushed, fibrillating] [verse 1: ABAB] [music: sparse keyboard clicks, muted fluorescent buzz] [Ember vocals: conversational, behind-the-beat] Headset dent marks my shift beginning Script recall from muscle memory Each apology prefabricated, winning Reviews that mention me specifically [chorus: xAxA] [music: full hold music loop as trap beat, office sounds orchestrated] [Ember vocals: cracked, rising on "abyss"] The abyss has a customer service line It puts you on hold until you forget why you called By the time someone answers with a script that's not mine You've already solved your own problem and moved on [verse 2: CDDC] [music: add coffee machine percussion, subtle vocal harmonies] [Ember vocals: intimate, cigarette-stained] Coffee calculates the hours till I'm free This costume of concern begins to cleave To skin that never learned how to believe In anything except the right to leave [chorus: xAxA] [music: fuller arrangement, co-worker harmonies on "hold"] [Ember vocals: stronger glottal fry, triumphant deadpan] The abyss has a customer service line It puts you on hold until you forget why you called By the time someone answers with a script that's not mine You've already solved your own problem and moved on [bridge: GHGHGH] [music: strip to fluorescent hum, distant keyboard, then build] [Ember vocals: breathy, almost breaking] Between the calls, when systems sleep I almost recognize the shape of me Before the next alert drags me back to sleep A person I can almost, but not quite, be The headset dent a stigmata of cheap sleep That proves I was almost, but never really, me [chorus: xAxA] [music: maximum density, hold music now transcendent] [Ember vocals: full cracked belt, hollow triumph] The abyss has a customer service line It puts you on hold until you forget why you called By the time someone answers with a script that's not mine You've already solved your own problem and moved on [outro: AA] [music: fade to fluorescent hum, hold music ghost] [Ember vocals: whisper-crackle, glottal fry] Hold music continues after we've gone The system solves itself by playing on