© 2025 Steep Descent Music. All rights reserved == All lyrics written by Steep Descent == -------------------------------------------------------------------- Want to join a rock/metal community? Want access to instrument uploads from real musicians? Join us at: True Rock Alliance - Studio 🤘 https://discord.gg/tra-studio 🎸 =================== Original Drums Upload ======================= | | https://suno.com/song/ef71b5f6-90b2-4c91-a7b1-f22d05024266 | | ============================================================= [Intro] I don’t say this often… So listen close. [Verse 1] If you really want to know I sit where no one’s gonna ask me why I keep my posture like I’m staying fine But I keep checking for a place to hide I don’t react I don’t speak first I keep the worst parts rehearsed [Pre-Chorus] It’s nothing big, but it takes its toll Little things I never let you know [Chorus] If you really want to know what I fall into These small routines say more than I ever do I’m holding on, trying not to let go That’s the part I need you to know [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] If you really want the truth Some nights I feel myself slipping through I tell myself “stay here” like it’s something new But I can’t outrun the things I tend to do I’m not unstable Just tired of holding myself together [Pre-Chorus] It’s nothing big, but it takes its toll Little things I never let you know [Chorus] If you really want to know what I fall into These small routines say more than I ever do I’m holding on, trying not to let go That’s the part I need you to know [Bridge] I don’t fade I just pull away slow So you won’t see When I’m losing control I want help But I lock the door ‘Cause needing you Makes me panic more [Breakdown] I’M SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL I’M BLEEDING BUT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW I’M SLIPPING I THINK I NEED HELP PLEASE GOD SAVE ME FROM MYSELF [Final Chorus] If you really want to know what I fall into These small routines say more than I ever do I’m holding on, trying not to let go And I’m trusting you enough to know [Outro] If you really want to know… I’m trying.