Pathetic Bitch No More

Tribal, bongos, cello, violin, raw/unfiltered, experimental, soul, folk

V5.5

You ghosted like I was nothing, like vanilla Sharilla,
Like I wasn’t the truth, like I wasn’t the realest.
Da fuck was I supposed to do with all that pain?
Smile in the mirror while you played your little games?

Pre-Chorus
I cried, I screamed, I spiraled too,
But don’t get it twisted, that was because of you.
Now I’m done with the begging, done keeping score,
I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more.

Verse 2
I was texting paragraphs, you were serving me silence,
Had me questioning my worth with emotional violence.
Not fists, but neglect, little cuts to the soul,
Da fuck kind of love makes a person feel cold?

You wanted me soft, wanted me waiting in pain,
Wanted me loyal while you played your dumb little games.
But honey, I woke up with a match in my hand,
Burned your name off my tongue, now I know where I stand.

Pre-Chorus
I crashed, I cracked, I hit the floor,
But I don’t live down there anymore.
You can keep your excuses, your lies, your lore,
I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more.

Chorus
No more, no more, slam that damn door,
You don’t get a key to my chest anymore.
Da fuck did you think I was begging you for?
I’m a wildfire walking out the war.

No more, no more, don’t call me “baby,”
You had me looking crazy, but you fucking made me.
You can miss me when your whole world gets bored,
I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more.

Bridge
Da fuck was that? Love or a lesson?
You came in close just to leave me guessing.
I hope you hear my name in a song you hate,
I hope regret pulls up and parks at your gate.

I’m not your backup, not your sad little chore,
Not the girl crying barefoot on the bathroom floor.
I’m the storm you thought would beg to be restored,
But I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more.

Breakdown / Chant
Da fuck, da fuck, da fuck was I thinking?
Loving you while my own damn heart was sinking.
Da fuck, da fuck, da fuck did you do?
Made me forget I was too damn good for you.

Da fuck, da fuck, now watch me rise,
No more begging, no more lies.
Da fuck, da fuck, I found my roar,
I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more.

Final Chorus
No more, no more, slam that damn door,
You don’t get a key to my chest anymore.
Da fuck did you think I was waiting here for?
I’m a wildfire walking out the war.

No more, no more, yeah, call me crazy,
But I survived the shit that you tried to make me.
You can haunt yourself, I’m done keeping score,
I ain’t that pathetic bitch—
I ain’t that desperate bitch—
I ain’t your broken bitch no more.

Outro / Ad-libs
No more.
No fucking more.
Da fuck did you think this was?
Vanilla Sharilla got teeth now.
Godzilla hung up the phone.
And baby, she ain’t coming home.

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Verse 1 Pathetic bitch no more, da fuck did you expect? That I’d sit around crying while you showed disrespect? Sorry I blew up your phone like motherfucking Godzilla, I was pissed, I was hurt, I was snapping like a killer. You ghosted like I was nothing, like vanilla Sharilla, Like I wasn’t the truth, like I wasn’t the realest. Da fuck was I supposed to do with all that pain? Smile in the mirror while you played your little games? Pre-Chorus I cried, I screamed, I spiraled too, But don’t get it twisted, that was because of you. Now I’m done with the begging, done keeping score, I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more. Verse 2 I was texting paragraphs, you were serving me silence, Had me questioning my worth with emotional violence. Not fists, but neglect, little cuts to the soul, Da fuck kind of love makes a person feel cold? You wanted me soft, wanted me waiting in pain, Wanted me loyal while you played your dumb little games. But honey, I woke up with a match in my hand, Burned your name off my tongue, now I know where I stand. Pre-Chorus I crashed, I cracked, I hit the floor, But I don’t live down there anymore. You can keep your excuses, your lies, your lore, I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more. Chorus No more, no more, slam that damn door, You don’t get a key to my chest anymore. Da fuck did you think I was begging you for? I’m a wildfire walking out the war. No more, no more, don’t call me “baby,” You had me looking crazy, but you fucking made me. You can miss me when your whole world gets bored, I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more. Bridge Da fuck was that? Love or a lesson? You came in close just to leave me guessing. I hope you hear my name in a song you hate, I hope regret pulls up and parks at your gate. I’m not your backup, not your sad little chore, Not the girl crying barefoot on the bathroom floor. I’m the storm you thought would beg to be restored, But I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more. Breakdown / Chant Da fuck, da fuck, da fuck was I thinking? Loving you while my own damn heart was sinking. Da fuck, da fuck, da fuck did you do? Made me forget I was too damn good for you. Da fuck, da fuck, now watch me rise, No more begging, no more lies. Da fuck, da fuck, I found my roar, I ain’t that pathetic bitch no more. Final Chorus No more, no more, slam that damn door, You don’t get a key to my chest anymore. Da fuck did you think I was waiting here for? I’m a wildfire walking out the war. No more, no more, yeah, call me crazy, But I survived the shit that you tried to make me. You can haunt yourself, I’m done keeping score, I ain’t that pathetic bitch— I ain’t that desperate bitch— I ain’t your broken bitch no more. Outro / Ad-libs No more. No fucking more. Da fuck did you think this was? Vanilla Sharilla got teeth now. Godzilla hung up the phone. And baby, she ain’t coming home.

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