When I'm down, that part of me don't speak at all It's strange, 'cause I can feel the voices in me pushin' me toward the person I should be I said before I'm trapped in my own mind, but I'm trapped in my skin as well They say I'll regret my transition, but I've already lost too many years to fear Too far gone to turn back now, I need to know what it feels like to finally live as me Trapped... Still here Trapped... Still here In this body, in this fear Trapped... Still here I've cried too many tears for the version of me that wasn't me That's why I feel the ache every time I face the mirror Had to bend all of my dreams just to fit a life that never fit me right Only to learn regret is what you get when you keep yourself locked away You can't play fair when the hand you're dealt don't match the soul you carry Every time I hear my own voice, it reminds me how I'm trapped Like I'm standin' on the edge of who I am and who I had to be How does it feel when you hear me? Do you hear the hurt behind the sound? 'Cause I'm tired of wearin' this body like a lie I never chose And I'm reaching for the truth, even if it tears me open Trapped... Still here Trapped... Still here Wanting more than I can bear Trapped... Still here
