>[Intro/Verse 1] I wish I could shut my doubts down Make my thoughts go away when They get loud, which is making me frown Making me feel like I’m drowning Am I lost or found? I never use to doubt like this But why can’t I stop now? Went to my best friend’s grave And needed to cry Why can’t I find a way to stop? Why can’t I stop staring at ur grave?! Never thought that I would’ve hated to see ur name I prolly should go ahead and talk to God Clear my head space Instead of losing myself in this place >[Hook] Why can’t I just let go? Why can’t I stop and just not cry? When I look at ur grave And start wondering why Why am I here at ur grave? Why did I come here today? >[Verse 2] I use to call ur phone like Haddi, where are u at? I should prolly stop that Delete ur number Cause this ain’t get me no where! But I drove all this way to stare at ur grave And wonder if I can give Lizzy what I coulda gave u Weird how I feel alive in this place Where the dead still ain’t raised I’m not doubting u God, but I just wish u would’ve saved my friend three months ago from today At least this year is the last year that I stare at her empty chair, man, I need to get outta there Man, I need to get outta here Before my doubts and my fears Cycle back around and I put on my frown Tell all the love ones, I don’t want u around That I don’t need u around That I don’t even care now Which is really sad, because that ain’t fair now Oh, so now u care? No, I just don’t like how it all sounds >[Hook] Why can’t I just let go? Why can’t I stop and just not cry? When I look at ur grave And start wondering why Why am I here at ur grave? Why did I come here today? >[Verse 3] Lizzy, I’m afraid u’ll go away Just like they all do I wish I could ask u to stay Or ask u if u love me too But what for? If ur leaving no matter what I wish I could find a way to make u stick around But this time round is when I wear my frown and I realise I’m no fun to hang around See depression, taking his notes as his nods So I can stress over all my doubts and hear them all get loud >[1st Bridge] Please- please- please stay around God knows I want u But I know I don’t deserve u Cause ur something special >[Verse 4] If somehow, if it all worked out Would I force myself to stop drowning in my doubts? Would I let fear keep wearing his crown? And let my frown force me to oppose anyone who’d dare to turn him upside down Or turn my whole life around When maybe, deep down that’s my deepest need to make me stop bleeding somehow >[2nd Bridge] (U won’t ever be found) So says my doubts (No one can save u now) Someone please save me somehow! >[Verse 5] I want to put to death my frown I want to take back my crown that I put on to fear’s head I need God right now I need a saviour to save me somehow And a Lord to tell me what needs to be proven right now To teach me how to swim, So I don’t drown To teach me how to walk, So I don’t keep falling down I need u to- I need u to- I need u to take all my doubts God, u can have ‘em all right now Please, feel free to chain him down And help me to drown him out To take fear and say U can’t be around Cause I need u to- To- to- to save me
