I’ve been thinking What does it feel like That one second When the body lets go But the soul doesn’t know yet Is it heavy Is it quiet Does it whisper Or does it sing I’ve fought so long I forgot What it feels like Not to Woke up A thousand more times Than they ever thought I would Every breath A tiny rebellion Whispering Not today Will I know it When it comes Will the room shift Will I say goodbye Or just Fade Into that part of sky That doesn’t need a name I’m not afraid of leaving I’m afraid of Not getting to say I lived. Don’t want candles Give me music Let someone laugh In the next room As I go. Maybe it’s not peace Maybe it’s just truth No pretending No curtain call Just being real Until the last Note Drops If it’s my time Let me feel it No flowers No filters Let it be What it is One last second That belongs Only To me If I go I go Still Me
