Woke up numb, poured a shot to feel something Went so wrong, I know help ain't coming Dancing with my demons 'til my feet quit working The bass hits heavy and it sends me twirling Prayed to Saturn's rings for some spiritual wealth All I found was Hades in this twisted hell The corals of my mind burn scarlet in disgrace While I chase that red crush 'cause I'm stuck in this place Lit the match in the night And it glowed so bright Caught the wave of desire From my personal fire In the arms of sin That's where I'm living Inhaling poison Just to feel alive Sex on the shoreline, salt stings but it soothes Rum in my bloodstream, devil's grin on this fool Beats in my chest, that no saint can tame Friction with every toke, smoking my shame I asked the holy father if redemption remains But the only sign he sends is this chemical rain Between Heaven's gates to Satan's flame I'll try to blame it all so I can silence my pain Can't silence my brain Lit the match in the night And it glowed so bright Caught the wave of desire From my personal fire In the arms of sin That's where I'm living Inhaling poison Just to feel alive There's an evil in my spirit, there's an evil in my soul It feeds me rum and reefer, it will never let me go I can't keep my mind at bay, can't keep my head on straight 'Cause a devil with a surfboard is dragging me away Lit the match in the night And it glowed so bright Caught the wave of desire From my personal fire In the arms of sin That's where I'm living Inhaling poison Just to feel alive
