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loud silence

Just checking in on you... again checking out because im lost in your head I gave you space, I played it cool guess it's my own fault...u treat me like a fool checking out of this damaged space as if I could find in my head some quiet place female vocals] (you've brought me to life and kept me insane) Pre: things look darker when your on your way down… the insufferable silence is so loud right now things look darker when your on your way down… the insufferable silence is so loud right now 🪐✨ Hook: Just checking in one last time Since I haven’t heard from you but u never answer, I waste my fucking time [emotional climax, very intense female vocals that carry sad and angry emotions] Just checking in one last time Since I haven’t heard from you but u never answer, I waste my fucking time Don’t leave me hanging like you do I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you I love you I love you I hate this all [sparkling ambient distant in and out forever echoes] I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you I love you I love you I hate this all Don’t leave me hanging like you do I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you ☁️🔪👏🏼🤍 oh oh oh oh mm uh uh the lies oh oh mm mm uh uh silence mm uh uh oh oh oh oh 🐉🤌🏼👀👄 oh oh oh oh the lies, you tell the truth withheld oh oh oh oh mm mm uh uh mm mm uh mmm la day day da da da looove 👾🫥🩸🦠🫀 [female vocals l.dark ambient waves- all vocals: reverb, vocal double technique and polyphonic. Processed vocal snippets and vocal samples, vocal snippets] [vocals smooth and very drawn out with echo. reverse reverb. vocal end trails delay. Belting Adlibs high octave girly voice sweet and angelic high pitch singing. All vocals extremely drawn out long delay, echo. intro: distant, hazy distorted lyrics long haunting vocals that become clearer. industrial noises heard before ambient sparkling instrument before the verse] ✨💦🔥🤍💕🩵❤️‍🔥💔 never never, whatever never never, whatever never never, whatever (fuck it) never never, whatever fuck it, fuck it, so alonee pretty pretty lonely ( never, whatever) pretty pretty lonely ( never, whatever) all alone n pretty thought it was luv, thought we had love trust but i guess i was wrong, all along, thought it was us, (is babe) thought we were in luv, but i was wrong, i knew it all along, (I thought I knew it) but I was wrong, i knew it all along thought we were in luv, but i was wrong, i knew it all along (I knew it cuz I knew it) but I was wrong, i knew it all along adore me... adore mee alone and pretty.... adore mee pretty pretty lonely ( never, whatever) they love me when they love me when don’t love me when i’m human don’t love me when i’m hurting nevermind a thing u feed off hurting me told myself u lost all meaning u keep me close with the feeling -------🩷🌸🫧☁️🌾 pretty pretty lonely ( never, whatever) tell myself you've lost all meaning u keep me close with the feeling) tell myself you've lost all meaning u keep me close with the feeling fractured my self-esteem.. nobody's next to me... im morning this love you're not in my bed mourning this loss but you're not dead don’t love me when i’m human don’t love me when i’m trying but i was wrong, i knew it all along they love me when i’m silent they love me when i’m shining don’t love me when i’m human don’t love me when i’m trying pretty pretty lonely ( never, whatever) tell myself you've lost all meaning u keep me close with the feeling 🩸❤️‍🔥🗣️ adore mee~ alone and pretty.... [all vocals polyphonic counterpoint long hypnotic ambient forever echoes and end tails, ambient sparkling adlibs and falsetto] Just checking in on you... again checking out because im lost in your head I gave you space, I played it cool guess it's my own fault...u treat me like a fool checking out of this damaged space as if I could find in my head some quiet place female vocals] (you've brought me to life and kept me insane) Pre: things look darker when your on your way down… the insufferable silence is so loud right now things look darker when your on your way down… the insufferable silence is so loud right now 🪐🙂‍↔️😶‍🌫️🌴🌸🌀🌩️ Hook: Just checking in one last time Since I haven’t heard from you but u never answer, I waste my fucking time [emotional climax, very intense female vocals that carry sad and angry emotions] Just checking in one last time Since I haven’t heard from you but u never answer, I waste my fucking time Don’t leave me hanging like you do I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you I love you I love you I hate this all [sparkling ambient distant in and out forever echoes] I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you I love you I love you I hate this all Don’t leave me hanging like you do I hate you I hate you I hate me I love you ⚡☔💧☁️ oh oh oh oh mm uh uh the lies oh oh mm mm uh uh silence mm uh uh oh oh oh oh 🌊🏝️🌀🌪️ oh oh oh oh the lies, you tell the truth withheld oh oh oh oh mm mm uh uh mm mm uh mmm la day day da da da looove☄️🐉🪽🪼🕷️🍭🥂🥢🫟🪄⛓️⚔️🗡️🗝️🛡️⚰️🧿🔮