I gotta face it I only get like this when I get wasted This was never good for me That is blatant Searching around for some respect That is basic I made my own mistake thinking they got me But I'll never let their selfish hearts Ever stop me I need to do this shit alone to do it properly I can't rely on any of my crew, coz they be too motley Giving the love to people that stop My infinite rise Fly to the top, jaws gonna drop When they open their eyes [prechorus] Hope and despise They call out my life like it's their jobs to show me Slow down and blow me I'll blow this thing up Before saying you owe Chorus: I really thought you had me I need this thing so badly I'll take a hit so gladly Despite all that shit man I thought we were cool Now I see you have your own rules Man that means I should let go too You were my girl, that shit is old news Despite all that shit man, I thought we were cool [verse 2] I know we don't talk much and I kinda left you mad but I'm going away and I have no plans on coming back, uh I'm wondering if we can meet so you can see the best of me And possibly, I'd like to think that you'd forgive the rest of me A recipe fit for disaster We kinda lasted Passed the point of being friends Til love departed There's no kick starter We just lost what we once shared Both our senses were impaired Moving on with nothing left [prechorus] Hope and despise They call out my life like it's their jobs to show me Slow down and blow me I'll blow this thing up Before saying you owe [prechorus] Hope and despise They call out my life like it's their jobs to show me Slow down and blow me I'll blow this thing up Before saying you owe Chorus: I really thought you had me I need this thing so badly I'll take a hit so gladly Despite all that shit man I thought we were cool Now I see you have your own rules Man that means I should let go too You were my girl, that shit is old news Despite all that shit man, I thought we were cool [bridge] I've been gone, but I know as soon as I can get ahold of you I'm gonna take my time and get it right I swear she's fine I just don't know what I'm supposed to do Feelings strong, its only right that I point out it's what I told to you Swallow my pride I can't decide Yeah she fine I admit it, I just wanna get close to you [breakdown] Hope and despise They call out my life like it's their jobs to show me Slow down and blow me I'll blow this thing up Before saying you owe yeeeah ohhhh... woahh [Chorus] I really thought you had me I need this thing so badly I'll take a hit so gladly Despite all that shit man I thought we were cool Now I see you have your own rules Man that means I should let go too You were my girl, that shit is old news Despite all that shit man, I thought we were cool Chorus: I really thought you had me we both need this shit so badly I'll take a hit so gladly Despite all that shit man I thought we were cool Now I see you have your own rules Man that means I should let go too You were my girl, that shit is old news Despite all that shit man, I thought we were cool [outro] Hope and despise They call out my life like it's their jobs to show me Slow down and blow me I'll blow this thing up Before saying you owe
