30 Meters to the Mud

Want to wait? I won't arrive, I will tell a lie. Spring is boiling in my veins, burning every bridge. Want to kill? Then keep the parts, save it for your memory, Save it for your memory, I will buy a new one! What a shame that I don't love this world, I don't love it! From the atomic war, no one is left alive, just charcoal and plastic! Everything burns in a flash, no heroes, no system crash. I don't know how to wait. Will you return? Of course not! Accelerators in blood, thirty meters to the mud. Maybe I won't crash and die! Light is shining from yellow faces, drowning deep in page spaces. I have stolen light from skies, now it cries back to my eyes, with rains and through days. Burning up inside your arms, and the oceans, stars, and sun will vomit blood when you arrive. Love to watch someone pass away, but it's strange to have no limbs today, And the sun cannot lie, you can't grow up and try. Please, no "maybes", don't you see: here the WORLD is brighter, see! I am staying here forever: blood, pills, water altogether. There's no family, I am running: forget my name! On the edge of someone's dream, maybe you are in this scene. Take me with you — you know how! Maybe I will die tomorrow? Losing my dream to the sorrow! I don't regret a single duty, I only pity beauty! Accelerators in blood, thirty meters to the mud. Maybe I won't crash and die!