Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit Nowhere to go Despair comes on slow All I have is flow So nothing else iv felt I should care about Doubt creeping seeking a way to beating me completely I can’t see a way to be able and stable and free Clean the cage I rage for days Writing page after page depraved Not eaten for days in a haze feeling crazed And slightly amazed as it might be likely That’s iv also not slept in days Is this a phase or a permanent stage Or a permanent deranged stage It’s hard to gauge as iv not seen anyone in any way I stay in the same place trying to avoid the disgrace Until I see my own face Basket case masking states That I should really contemplate Complicate and not appreciate The way i demonstrated how to avoid to delegate A way to get a healthy mind state Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit Morning don’t need a warning Alone at home with no one to keep me warm It’s like I was born to never conform to the norm Like an art form Deformed form need reform Before I transform into something wishing was never born Sever the endeavour to perform Scorn by the ones that reform They be given me a brain storm The drain pour down the drink Cause not helping me think Felt that’s it’s making me sick Am so done with the shit Need to quit but it’s legit When feels like you can’t live with it It’s real when you give yourself about six months to live Iv hide away from any concern Because I don’t want to be around to learn How they yearn stern about the things they want to earn I’d like a turn to watch it all burn Smell the smoke tell a joke The way they have no hope Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit Confusing almost abusing the ones that care They need to be aware to beware As I don’t really care about the way they want to share Declare that they’re better than me Well certainly especially when comes to longevity Patiently I’m waiting for the opposite And don’t understand what seems to be stopping it Demand some get on top of it Dropping it quick so can’t be stopping this shit It alls start to clicks It’s not about me they give shit About what they see they just want to feeling They done something worthy I’d rather be completely alone discreetly To defeat these thoughts that are wrought That’ seem to beat me nearly secretly They can’t see Let me be You don’t love me you only do this for a moral trophy Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit Nowhere feels like home Feel like I need to roam But have some sort of syndrome In a biome of pollution Leading to delusions and confusing At another time my mind might find it amusing Loosing my grip real quick Distraught thoughts contort on how to quit
