Can you still hear me or are my whispers in the night fading into another dimension that does not follow you? What dimension are you still alive in and I visit you in my dreams or is it just a hologram of you for my memory to replace what I have lost in my souls of soul the connection was real and the day you left it was like an empty void of Forever, but I hear a hui hou principal we meet again is that in the Chelle form or do I have to come find you the next time I land into another body or will you jump before that time comes? Who will you be? Will you be my lover or will you be my friend the connection was such a tapestry of woven colors and frequencies that just blended into a solid mass of trust and love and unconditional feeling that I can’t even explain what dimension are you in? I hear the crow saying “caw caw “ every day. I just know it’s you even the kids say hi Jason or McConney the other day he said there’s two Jason‘s outside so I looked out the window and sure enough there was two crows wandering in my yard so he asked me if I loved you yes I still do when I think of how much I miss you. I miss you as much as I miss my dad. It’s a void that can never be replaced. You’re irreplaceable because you were a reflection that I took time to finally shadow work and you were that reflection that shined back in every glow of every color the colors that we can’t even see in this lifetime we were there that was us. I still wonder if I would’ve told you my dream if that was you that was texting me that morning if you would still be here because did you really lose hope or did somebody else lose it for you? I still don’t know. I love you and I miss you peace and aloha.
