I want to hurt someone

I want to hurt someone. I want to make them feel my pain. I want them to feel my loneliness My desperation And my shame. I want to hurt someone. Make them doubt their own heart I want to Watch them struggle each day Struggle to Not fall apart. I want to Give them just a little Then take it all away. Never be there for them But never quite go away. I want someone else to feel The overwhelming emotions within me. I want someone else to look through my eyes and see And see The painful nothingness that is me